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| In Between - Covenant Presbyterian Church, Napa, California |
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Some thoughts on Journeys and other Biblical adventures.
Matthew 2:1-15
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The magi see a star and they decide it means something important. They just don’t know exactly what it means so they pack up the camels and head out on a long journey. I think that’s rather amazing. This isn’t an easy journey like riding in first class or in the car. Its the walking, camel riding kind, not take the train, kind of journey from Persia, now known as Iraq, or even further east like China or who knows. Suffice it for our purposes this morning - The Magi set out on a long, long, long journey to get to this morning’s story.
This means that not only are they moving toward something, they are also moving away from something else: home. That’s the problem with going on a journey - and there are several journey’s in this mornings passage. It means leaving home. And not just for a few days or weeks, in this case it means years. Lots of things can happen in a year or two. Not just to the Magi, but also to the place they left - their “home.” Folks get used to them being gone, their positions on the Magi Recreational Softball Team will be filled, and buildings on the town square will be torn down, remodeled, or rebuilt. When they return, everything will be different and whatever it was that made it “home” may not be there any longer.
When you travel, everybody is a stranger. And you a stranger to them. Again, that’s not always a bad thing because new friendships grow out of first encounters but when every day is another few miles down the road, how do you grow a relationship if everyone is just moving on? And yet, knowing all this, the Magi still set out on their mysterious yet goal focused journey, looking for the child announced by the Star.
How did they do that? I find myself wondering if they laid awake at night thinking that maybe they were crazy and that at first light the next morning they’d just get right up and turn those camels straight back the other way because I’m pretty sure I’d be thinking that. More then once on a journey I’ve been filled with such a deep homesickness that I’m packed up and standing by the door before the sun rises. And then its turns into such a good morning that it all seems to be okay enough to maybe go ahead a bit farther down that road. And sometimes, its too expensive to change the flight and I just have to tough it out.
I wonder if they got into fights with each other about what drive-thru to eat lunch in or which freeway exit would be the best route into town? Or where they filled with such certainty about their journey’s purpose that there was no wavering, no distractions, just day after day of camel feet stepping across sand, dirt, mud, grass, hard rock and then more sand.
I wonder if the selection of the gifts tucked away in the saddle packs made any sense to them. Gold - sure, Gold is always a great gift, like universal gift cards, accepted everywhere but Myrrh and Frankinsense? Not exactly stamped with the Baby’s First Steps Toy brand are they?
We don’t know because none of those kinds of details are in this morning’s story. Stories that have to be committed to memory or carefully copied by hand tend to condense down to the most essential level. Only the exact number of words to make the point and not one word more.
So we’re left with Magi marching through the night following their star and Joseph and Mary and Baby Jesus packing it all up and moving to Egypt just because he had a dream. Would you move to Nevada if you woke up one morning from a Dream instructing you to load up the U-haul? Would your family move with you? On the other hand if your child was God Incarnate then I’m guessing we’d all be a bit more likely to act on the preposterous. Joseph dreams and the family moves to Egypt.
Its not the first time Joseph has committed to information sent by God in a dream. He gets engaged, she’s a nice girl, but then she’s pregnant and its not his kid. So, he’s done. He’ll be nice about it and all, but Mary has a problem and this isn’t going to work for him till the angel shows up in the middle of the night. In a dream. You know how sometimes when you wake up and you can’t quite separate what was real and what was a dream? I wonder how that morning was for Joseph. Did he jump up and run down the street to pound on Mary’s door saying, “Mary, Mary I get it! We’re going to be a family!” or did he pour himself a cup of coffee and stare out the window trying to clear the cobwebs in his head that wouldn’t go away?
So, perhaps its not surprising that Joseph is willing to head off to Egypt based on little more then a second dream. On the other hand, Herod’s bloodthirsty reputation is well known and it may not take much to convince any of his subjects to quietly slip out of town while slipping is still good. One of the traditions around this story is that Joseph and Mary used the Magi gifts to finance their sudden extended trip to Egypt. The idea behind this tradition is that the Magi Gifts are actually God’s gifts, arriving just in time before Herod gets specifically focused on the Holy Toddler threat to his power. We don’t know what Joseph and Mary actually did with the precious herbs and anointments, its not in the story. Its a lot like the tradition that there were three wise men who have names and faces and racial heritage. Not in the story but one of the ways people filled in the gaps over the centuries. But it makes sense. You gotta pay for the trip one way or another. And its nice to think that gifts from God always come just in time.
A few years go by, and then, in another dream, naturally, God sends Joseph the all-clear message for the family’s return. Yet, before they reach the old home in the old alleyway, still a third angel-dream redirects them to safety in obscurity in the town of Nazareth. I can easily imagine Mary, the next morning, saying, “Nazareth? Are you sure? That’s like getting transfered to Bakersfield or Fresno!”
And then, as far as we read here, the dreams for Joseph stop. Does he go to bed each night hoping for another wonderful and fearful encounter with God? Does he awaken in the morning disappointed yet again? Does he start to wonder if he’s been abandoned by God since he no longer dreams of angels and great travels? Or is he relieved because he’s getting tired of packing up the old donkey one more time?
Do we all wonder sometimes if God has abandoned us? We want to be important. We want to be useful. We want to know if we’re doing the right thing but how do we know?
The theology of my American Lutheren Synod childhood taught me that (and I want you to hear the capitol letters) God Has A Plan For Your Life and if I obeyed God and God’s instructions then I was going to have a very happy and fulfilling life. If I didn’t follow God then I was going to be miserable. Kind of a Goofus and Gallant message - you know the two boys, one wise and polite and one boorish and foolish from the old Highlight Magazines. |
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Only, no one mentioned how poorly God appears to be at communicating these life plans to us. I mean, a Star? Really? That’s your guide for finding the Christ Child? How hard is it for God to materialize a map? Or a GPS receiver? Or the part where God at least tells the magi that whatever else they do, do not go ask King Herod for directions because not only is the guy trouble, he’s completely clueless to how God is actually at work in the world. Instead, having first blundered into Herod’s nest of fear-based self-centered, pathological, secular power, they get a dream to take a different way home, Joseph gets instructions to go visit Egypt, and children die.
And lets talk about dreams as a life guide for us. Real dreams, the kind where you are riding in a car but then you aren’t, you’re at a dance and so are all the people you work with but then you’re naked but you’re not really, you’re in a...caftan and you’re flying through the air and its really cool but then there’s this really loud buzzing sound and its your alarm clock. This is how God choses to communicate major life plans?
Bruce Reyes-Chow, who is a pastor in San Francisco and the former moderator of the Presbyterian Church - which is to say a national figure in our church - recently wrote on his blog several toungue-cheek-predictions for the coming year including his desire for a year in which “God will begin sending me a series of certified letters, texts or singing telegrams in which I am given explicit instructions about how I am to make decisions about the rest of my life.” That’s the former moderator of our denomination - a preacher who presumably already has God’s Plan For His Life already figured out - also seeking the same thing I think the rest of us are seeking: Clear instructions from God. Especially when discussing long journeys toward uncertain destinations with non-specific timetables. I tell you this because I want you to know that if you are confused about Gods Plan For Your Life, so are the rest of us. Confused about God’s plans for our lives, not for your life.
We want to think that God has a plan. That God has all this under control and its all going to be okay. Just fine. And God does have it under control, but in ways that allow for our own freedom to choose or not choose God which has consequences that God and we sometimes don’t want to see. Like Herod’s reaction when he realizes that he’s been stood up by the Magi. Here’s the thing about God - whatever happens, God has the power and the desire to work tragedy toward the good. Remember, when Jesus was resurrected, he still had the marks of the nails in his hands and feet. When things happen, God is with us in it and through it and God will transform and heal and creatively integrate it with us toward wholeness and health. I don’t know how much of all that is planned from the beginning of the world but I have a hard time thinking that God plans on evil. God grieves with Rachel who will not be consoled because her children are no more.
I envy Joseph and the Magi’s certainty. I envy the clarity of their communication with God, the dedication to their purpose, the purity of their faithful response.
It looks like they were certain about each step along their path but we don’t really know if there was doubts along the way. Its not in the scripture. We just know that they arrived. Not by the most direct route, or even at the place they thought they were aiming for when they left. I think there are gifts in the detours and once you get someplace, it often turns out that the route you took was the route you needed to take.
There are missteps in this morning’s story. Maybe the Magi should have kept their eye on the star and completely bypass Herod’s palace.They didn’t know how much of a narcissistic socio-path that man actually was, although I think Herod was hardly the only ruthless Roman puppet king. And while Herod was especially effective at ruling through fear in his time, we’ve continued to experience Herod’s careless destruction, newly hatched in each generation. Enron, the oil disaster in the Gulf, the mortgage meltdown, just to name a few of the Herods in our world today. True, Herod gave the Magi a clue to go look in Bethlehem specifically but the star was already leading the way and Herod’s defensive alarms were now on high alert. As a result, the Magi need to take a detour home, Joseph, Mary and Jesus need to take an extended tour of Egypt, and there’s going to be a tragic gap in the Bethlehem High School class of year 16 and 17 AD. If all this is God’s Plan for the Magi’s life, then there are problems in carrying out that Plan.
I think there is a plan in the sense that God chooses for the good and that there is nothing that is bad that God can’t transform and work toward goodness and wholeness again. I think God is moving toward a time when the world is whole and we rest in God’s loving providence. I also think God wants to keep room for us to make our own choices, which means Bruce Reyes-Chow, myself, and all of us will have to make the best decisions we can figure out how to make, trusting that
God will not and does not abandon us but instead journeys along with us no matter how many detours we take. I think we can trust that God can - and does - make use of us where ever we are, even if its inbetween arriving and leaving Egypt. I think we can trust that even if we can’t find our intended destination, our true destination will come find us.
And there will be gifts. Pretty gifts, powerful gifts, hidden gifts, strangely on-the-surface gifts that speak of God’s ongoing good work breaking into this world, sending us leaders who lead from love and not from fear. Sending us back to ourselves. |